It's one of life's little ironies

In a interpersonal relationship:-

You hurt will be in proportion to how much u care and need your partner.

If you care a great deal, your are likely to experience great hurt; if you care less,the hurt wil be less.

Retrieved from The International Communication Book Tenth Edition, Joseph A.Devito, 2004.

it's a 1st time in a long time..

I have been so long away from blog…no intention, no inspiration, many lamn reasons that I can state out. Once I logged in, I saw two new comments, so happy to open and read,umm, someone i don know,is new girls.but…is something porn thingy, put in my comment box! But only two..haha,is quite funny..everyone got it too,right?
I think, I hope, and I wish to update my blog more often. no people read, but me.

IDIOM INSIGHT

Beg the Question

If i were to ask someone a question and he failed to answer or replied with lots of words which still failed to be a reply,he would be begging the question.When i ask the boss for a holiday he begged the question by telling me he was too busy to talk about it.

From:The Star,Star Two(28 JULY 2005)

that car!!

AROUND 9.15PM,12TH JULY 2004,SS2

shit that car-wira,green in colour,driver is girl,wear in black-grim glasses!!!

y i shit that car and her driver!!!!

she almost knock me,and 2 of my frens who r jing-wen and hui min at SS2.She wanted U-turn,but the tyre already in the white line and no signal!!!my fren scare till scream and alot of people having dinner in the 'wong kok char chan teng'!!

no sory,but glared on us!!walao!wat such a shit girl like that one..?i quite respect girl one,but she is really over,she is bcome my num1 shit girl in my list!

thanks god...

my expectation..

my expectation..i know something is gonna to happen,i know the result will be like this,y i still wn to set my expectation in life..

everytime,when the expectation comes to me,i accept it,i don know how to ignore them..mayb is nothing i can ignore..once the expectation is match v my mind..it starts growing in evry cell and suck into my bones..i climbing the stair to higher place to make me closer to the target..i do many thing bcos of 'u'..but nothing responce..i know there is something not wat i expected and thought..but i keep climbing up..hope one day..my expectation bcome true..

no..i'm falling down when i knew the result,not to the flooe is the hell..is wat i expected..?is any different from my initial mind..?hmm..i don know wat my feeling is..like m expectation is not allowed me to expect,push me to the edge..i don know where i should stand to survive my mind..there is no backup for my mind..is like broken in the air..no chance to get it back and glue it together..although yes,there is joint there,no good..no perfect..

i hv to wash away wat has sucked into my mind and bones with acid..i don wn..but i hv to..

no more expectation..i know..no more..

Pillow Talk..

Pillow talk..i don know this word b4 i asked myang..eh..i created it by myself. :P

Myang’s definition of pillow talk : girls hold the pillow and talk together.
Ken’s definition of pillow talk : a guy who is moonstruck (talk to pillow and smile around. )

Umm, I got this kind of anomalous action when I was over-happy or over-sad, but more on over-happy. I got 2 pillows, eh..i named them as BABY and another one is BYBA.

Characteristic of BABY:
Weight: 500g
Experience: 3 and a half year
Wear in pink v flower(no new shirt, hard to find one)
Losing weight

Characteristic of BYBA:
Weight: ><1kg
Experience:1 and a half year
Wear in blue v bear(no new shirt, too fat and less choices)
Losing weight

Anytime I lie on the bed, I wont let them far away from me. We are so close to each other. I love to hold them on my chest. Hey, they are peeping at my blog now! I ‘piak’ their pat pat already! haha!

I always share my feeling and thinking v them, I think they r understand, they rather stay quiet to listen to me than give me a response!

Baby says: Hello, ken’s frens there.
Byba says: Thanks ken’s frens for taking care of him.

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where is her..?

her...my Buddy..she is gone..went to place that i don know...u lost...u r not in cage where i talked to u..i admit,i sometimes quite angry cos u was barking at me!i don understand u,mayb u don hv mood to play v me and lick me as usually...i rather u bark at me but not lost urself...

this is golden retriever,is an purebred or not,not important..u came here last few months,but i didn't notice u..really sorry about that,Buddy.u r so cute and i still remembered u was playing v a small pink colour ball.u jump here and there,really cute,indeed...i think this is the only memory when u were a puppy..

one day,we were meeting up,u r so innocent,i can't stop myself running to u,i dare not touch u at first cos u got teeth,sharp teeth!but i tried...we bcome closer,i started talking to u..wat i dare not tel my frens,i would tel u honestly,never concealed it.u were shaking ur tail when u see me,i so happy and excited when i saw u also.we were sharing each other feeling,u shared my happiness and i share ur loneliness.i shared wat i saw in sch,anywhere..u listned to me also sometimes.but u bite me more than u listened to me,i'd like to..

i introduced my frens to u,treat u as a human..although u don understand wat i did..my frens said u r cute..i don wn lost u..i really do wn lost u...where u hv been..?u still alive is the Q for me which i always think..but i prefer u live in better condition than wangsa maju...u had a short but bad memories,i would like to share v u..

i hope u can happy for the rest of life..under a good owner care,obtain the freedom that u desired for a long time..i hope..i hope...My BUDDY